Perpetual Rewiring

Exhaustion

In my everyday experience, physical and mental capacity feel unrelated. As long as there's enough water and sugar to go around, burning energy on one doesn't lessen what I can do with the other.

Sometimes it's even complimentary. When I hit my mental limits I get the urge to go outside, switch contexts and let my brain relax by doing something simple physically. Fantastic time for exercise, and as a bonus it often lines up with the sunset. Even after bashing my head on the hardest problems I've ever had, it's almost always followed with at least a bit of repetitive cleaning.

But when I hit my physical limits, it strips my mental capacity as well. A short walk is refreshing, but an hour of intense exercise or a few hours of out-and-about errands usually leaves me hazy for half an hour at least. More than that, and an entire afternoon is gone, no matter how I try to prop myself back up. There's been a few days where I obliterated myself physically (for a good cause) and still managed to fit in some mental work after which had to get done, but I was crawling through it.

Not a pleasant experience, and inefficient to boot.

Anyway, this is a long way of saying it would be a mistake for me to exercise in the mornings. A bit of fresh air and movement to wake up, but nothing which requires real effort. If this sounds familiar, you probably shouldn't too.

I know people who are the opposite, who can't think straight before a morning run or go to bed immediately after. Know yourself, pick what works for you.

- Rew

Nightly Notes

Nothing in my life requires I exhaust myself physically, so I forget the limit exists most days. When it hits, it's with a vengeance.

Anyway.

I'm writing slow. Not abysmally, but slower than seems reasonably sustainable. I think I should play with how I structure writing time, maybe set aside dedicated outlining time so I can write a post straight through instead of constantly reorganizing, or maybe focusing on turning off my internal filter. Still mulling it over.

I think I should experiment more, if nothing else. There's no harm in it.

- Rew