Perpetual Rewiring

Misdiagnoses

I routinely misdiagnosis myself in a couple different ways. It's not hard to look back on the past few years and see the patterns.

  • If I'm sneezing for no apparent reason, I assume it's circumstantial instead of checking if it's allergy season.
  • If my stomach hurts, I think I'm hungry regardless of how much I've eaten. It's usually not hunger.
  • If I have a headache and brain fog, I assume sleep deprivation when I'm actually just sick.

Every time, I go "huh, that's weird", latch onto the simplest reason, and stop thinking about it.

It's not a hard habit to fix. When I realize the actual cause, I think back on the signs I missed and take a mental note to consider it next time I see them. The goal is to catch myself glossing over it.

Takes a couple tries, but I've got those three down now. Time to chase down the ones I don't realize I'm missing.

You know more than you think,

- Rew

Nightly Notes

I'm doing better than yesterday. It could be better.

More than anything else, I want more time.

I think I'm falling into a pattern of slowly writing a bit more each day, then having my progress reset by some external event which takes away my free time. I'm not sure what to do about it.

- Rew